March 2010
this providencee.
i miss this songg.
i miss...
February 2010
ah i love the rainnn.
it’s raining pretty hard right now.
i hope it’s chill later.
i like going out when it rainss.
best feeeeling :P
and now i shall write.
Listen
I don’t know.
i’ve made a friend.
and i’m gonna be there.
no matter what.
today was just a weird day…
it had its ups and downs.
and i don’t how or what to feel right now..
but i do love the weather.
i think fico’s song is gonna be siick.
i’m gonna work on it.
sounds like escape the fate or something.
acoustic.
i keep having weird dreamss.
this morning i dreamt it was back on.
but she looked really sick and was really thin.
then she said she wanted chicken nuggets or turon…i don’t remember.
so i bought her some.
and then it was happy again.
weird.
haha.
you’re getting more distant every day.
:/
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“when you smile, i melt inside.”
<3
nostalgia.
reminds me of kate nash. haha :)
i just had a dream about a certain thing. i freakin hate it. the worst thing about it is that i know it’s going to happen. i just know it. i shouldn’t care, but i still do. and i hate it. i don’t want to see it. ever. but i am.
and i don’t know why it hurts so much. i actually remember her saying it. i remember that day. she seemed really pleased and happy and i knew it...
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My neck still hurts. And i slept at like 4 or 5 in the morning. It was the neck pain and the thoughts. I should be able to get over the neck pain though. i should be used to it. haha.
“cailey, i think you should have a nicer one.”
– :P
“these thoughts run through my head over and over. a sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion.”
the words are stuck in my head. i can’t get them out. they just keep repeating over and over and over again. i try to think of something else and get distracted, but it’s just there. i have no idea what to do. but i try and keep myself distracted. there’s nothing else to...
symptoms of being phat :) -by rickypoh and...
1. When you talk about gaining weight and you dont make sense.
“i gained twenty hundred pounds!”
2. Mixing phat ingredients.
(ex. butter and honey)
3. Getting more utensils than needed.
4. Mixing words with food related words even though you’re not talking about food at all.
5. Staying at a restaurant/buffet longer than expected.
(people who come after you get there, leave...
“i remember what you wore on the first day. you came into my life and i thought hey you know this could be something. cause everything you do and words you say. you know that it all takes my breath away. and now i’m left with nothing.
so maybe it’s true. i can’t live without you. and maybe two is better than one. but there’s so much time to figure the rest of my...
“Cross my heart. I hope you die. Left by the roadside. Karma’s a bitch...”
i can’t believe you said that.
i’m not like the fucking rest.
i actually care. a lot.
if you can’t understand why i was acting the way i was, then i don’t know what is wrong with you.
i absolutely know you’ve felt this before, so you must understand.
i was faking like i didn’t care, like you fake being happy.
don’t tell me that i’m not a good...
Those days when you feel so invincible. When everything seems to be going so right. I miss those days.
