i want to sleep/dream forever. it’s always better. sometimes i hate waking up to reality.
Good practice today :)
AMHERIST!! NEW SONG! LISTEN! AND SPREAD THE WORD! :P
“your name is all over the walls. i can’t believe i was the first one to fall. will you remain unnamed? will you remain unnamed?” my favoriteeee. i don’t even remember how i came up with it. but i like it. yeah :)
um. im sooo happy. ahhhhhhhhh! :)))))
my head’s spinning. i need a little hamster or bunny to talk to. then a hug. those hugs. yeah.
I feel like vsufjenksbsjbedjvfykt. i’ve grown some white hairs too. they found a few on me today. it was weirdd. i thought there was shit on me or something. they said stress? i hate that i’m angry all the time.
I got this ice box where my heart used to be– :P
I hate losing people you care about the most. It’s stupid sometimes too.
why is it always my fault? it’s my fault that you’re angry. it’s my fault that this happened. it’s my fault that it hurts. and still does. i fuck up your mood? i don’t even do anything. i don’t even look at you. you don’t really look at the other person’s point of view. when was the last time you talked to me about anything. nothing specific. ...
i can’t wait till saturdayy. i hope we’re ready though. we will be ready :) it’s gonna be so sick. i had a dream about it last night already. hahah :P
south central. then chill day at venice. bptsz. manager and bandmates. beach. graffiti. looking for tacos, but getting hamburgers at the taco place instead. retard with gum teeth. ficers. listened to blink, themaine, atl, paramore while cruisin. drove bruce! (noodler’s mustang) :P
Tasty juiceee. Drink it then convert it to pee!
yesterday was supercalifragilisticexpialidoshus. (SIIIIIIIICK) BPTSZ is undefeated. 8-2! i felt great the whole daaaaay. literally the wholee day. :) i’m goooooood now. finaaaallllly. yaay. everyone was happpy. and noodle and alex were hanging out with uss. and we listened to blink all day! :P siiiiiiicknesssss. in the mustang. siiiiicknesss. it was the best day everrr. :)
cailey: am i a boy or a girl? dean: you’re a boyy. cailey: why am i a boy?! dean: cause you’re a boy!!
“woooow. youu so preeeetty.” -lauren hahahahah :P
i’m so freaking tired of everything. i need to be done. i’m tired. that’s it.
oh dashboarddd. “i hope you’re as happy as you’re pretending.”
it’s stuck in my headddd. “these...
yesterday was a very random, interesting, andd weird day. i don’t think anything can compare to it. hahah. it was fun.
i got hit?? yeah i can reeaaally feel it now. it hurts. i can’t believe it. hahah. purple pride though :P
what the hell just happened? whoa.
bike ride to hoover :P while listening to the maaiineeee. :)
i’m trying to be nice. and all i can hear is f*** you. should i even try to be a friend? i don’t think you even care anymore. maybe it’s not worth it.
kate nash is coming backkkkkkk!!!!! just made my freakinn dayyy. it’s been like 3 yearsss. yessssssssssssss. finallyyy. ahhhhh! :))))))))
new song = siiiiiicknessssss. i like my writing streak todaayyyy. i was angry, a bit sad, and irritated all of today…even at practicee. but i finished my song soooo :) i think that’s the reason i finished it. hahah :P yay ammerrnissstttt! and i keep thinking of that dream. it freaks me outttttt.
ahh i hate these dreams. they seem so real. i woke up in a sweat. and my heart was beating fast.
i rode my bike from my house to glendale. i wanna ride it to school everyday now. hahah. we’re gonna bike to santa monica one day. yepp. biking+music= :) it was a really nice day today too. rain in the morning and then a nice sunny day. and i’m a zombie. limping and something that looks like a bite mark on my hand? yup definitely. haha :P good adventure todayy. there were a few...
im done homie g.
rainn. coffee. hazelnut creamer. eskimo hat. lego batman. someone should take a bike ride with me later :P